Suzi9mm had a poll asking how you wanted to die. This was my response.

I want to die in a flash of light. An H-bomb would be perfect, but a bunch of strategically placed grenades would be fine, as long as I'm killed instantaneously. I'd never kill myself. I'm too content with life right now, and if all goes according to plan, I'll be happy for the rest of my life (or untill the death of my true love). I dont want a violent or messy death. I want it to be over with quickly, feeling as little pain as possible. I want no traces of my body, so everyone will remember me as the beautiful, youthful girl I am, and not the starch-white dead girl in a casket. I want a ceremony to honor my death, and a potluck dinner afterwards, where everybody talks about my life, and not my death. If I get untreatable cancer before my death-by-explosion, then I'll live life to the fullest and shoot myself in the head. Behind the neck, in the soft spot, up through the top of my head. Then cremated, and I want my survivors to go in a hot air balloon and sprinkle my ashes internationally.
Lol, you guys probly think I'm weird for having all this planned out in such detail I'm not sadistic, just realistic.